i will going back malaysia , tomorow , very excited. i cant wait.
to visit my love one. I wait this for a long time.
miss my hometown"ipoh'
miss everything
peace
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
23 august 09
It's 00.56 am , bangkok time. i still awake . just finish study and research . Java assignment . very stress with it. some of the programming language i don't understand , so , the solution is , i just copy and paste my friend work . wait!!! its plagarism 555. but i not copy all. i edit a lil bit. and just now i open my facebook. facebook social network. everybody keeps on busy comment to each other. post everything, post this and this and this and this.Everything. i see my love happy with her life now . everyday i look at her facebook. i keep waiting maybe someday she the one want to chat with me. If i keep on going chat with her, but in her heart she does'nt want to. what i can do . i cant do . its her decision. i taknak i syok sendiri. tapi apa boleh buat. but my hearts always her. I just keep dreaming. Usually i sleep early. i always on time with my sleep. I just cant sleep.
nowdays i sleepin in. always sleep late. its normal for me now.
I waiting for the rite time. For me , everything calm in me. There are a lot of song i wrote to her. i just not release it. when the first time i meet her. i always wrote a song for her. wrote a song in my heart. my hurt about that i punch yesterday , but i not felt pain . My heart more pain inside. The only can cure my heart , is her. She the only one can cure it. Why u makes me bleed all the time?
nowdays i sleepin in. always sleep late. its normal for me now.
I waiting for the rite time. For me , everything calm in me. There are a lot of song i wrote to her. i just not release it. when the first time i meet her. i always wrote a song for her. wrote a song in my heart. my hurt about that i punch yesterday , but i not felt pain . My heart more pain inside. The only can cure my heart , is her. She the only one can cure it. Why u makes me bleed all the time?
I'm Back
Hello everyone ,
i'm back with my blog,
it been long time i not write for my blog. Now , Ramadhan season. I just berbuka puase at my cousin home near phra pradaeng at bangkok. It a first day of ramadhan. I still thinking about someone . I really miss. Miss everything. I feel like going back my home now, but i cant. but i believe myself , i can do it. i will come back one day . to meet someone that i miss so much . I to look at it.Only my heart can tell , but my mouth cant tell , i don't know why. Now i writing this blog. just to tell how i feel. I feel very depressing, sad , i not happy what i am now.I want to go back to past time. to fix what i do. i want to fix what i do wrong.so the way will be better. i wish i can make a time machine. to enjoy my past time life.
Now everything goes different. My hand are hurt. just because i punch at the wall last nite. I cant control myself.i want to punch to make me feel hurt for myself , because i deserve it. when i chat to her. i know she maybe 'rimas' at me. I just want to talk , i care bout her. This is want i am. i don't know how to say it.
only god knows.I keep all her picture. Especially my picture with her. When i look at it, i start to get tears. i cried.even my heart also cry. i'm keep thinking. "what i going to do next'?
questions all over my head. why, why why , what what , how how when when ?
It raining now while i write this, i feel very sleepy. but i wont close my eye. eventhough that she still online , i will online even that i not chat with her. If she offline i will offline. i dont care.
if i get sick , fever or something i dont care, nowdays have many drugs store. i can buy the medicine for cure it. i wish i a superman. so i can fly , to see her everyday. i wonder what she doing now. Everyone not perfect.everyone have weakness, but everything can fixs it to be a good things. Dont make such a bullshit decisions first. think wisely , it same with. sometimes i make a quick decision. and everything goes wrong. now i start to be a patient has i am.
i will get her.
i won care. what happens to me . i still want her
i'm back with my blog,
it been long time i not write for my blog. Now , Ramadhan season. I just berbuka puase at my cousin home near phra pradaeng at bangkok. It a first day of ramadhan. I still thinking about someone . I really miss. Miss everything. I feel like going back my home now, but i cant. but i believe myself , i can do it. i will come back one day . to meet someone that i miss so much . I to look at it.Only my heart can tell , but my mouth cant tell , i don't know why. Now i writing this blog. just to tell how i feel. I feel very depressing, sad , i not happy what i am now.I want to go back to past time. to fix what i do. i want to fix what i do wrong.so the way will be better. i wish i can make a time machine. to enjoy my past time life.
Now everything goes different. My hand are hurt. just because i punch at the wall last nite. I cant control myself.i want to punch to make me feel hurt for myself , because i deserve it. when i chat to her. i know she maybe 'rimas' at me. I just want to talk , i care bout her. This is want i am. i don't know how to say it.
only god knows.I keep all her picture. Especially my picture with her. When i look at it, i start to get tears. i cried.even my heart also cry. i'm keep thinking. "what i going to do next'?
questions all over my head. why, why why , what what , how how when when ?
It raining now while i write this, i feel very sleepy. but i wont close my eye. eventhough that she still online , i will online even that i not chat with her. If she offline i will offline. i dont care.
if i get sick , fever or something i dont care, nowdays have many drugs store. i can buy the medicine for cure it. i wish i a superman. so i can fly , to see her everyday. i wonder what she doing now. Everyone not perfect.everyone have weakness, but everything can fixs it to be a good things. Dont make such a bullshit decisions first. think wisely , it same with. sometimes i make a quick decision. and everything goes wrong. now i start to be a patient has i am.
i will get her.
i won care. what happens to me . i still want her
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Bangkok Trip !
Waaahhh ,, people here are very polite yeahh.. lembut giler percakapan nye
tapi susah betul dierang nak cakap dalam english ... "ape kebende la dierang mencarut" ..
food in here are very cool ,, sedap di makan .. enak!1 terutama tomyam goong dierang .. , nasi dierang macam pulut2 skit.. sedap giler kalau makan .. makanana Islam boleh dapat dekat phapadaeng.. perkampungan orang islam ..
tapi biler aku jalan2 sekitar bandar bangkok .. banyak jugak makanan orang islam ..
buat mase ni aku stay dgn kazen2 aku yg ada kat bangkok .. di kawasan orang islam ..
byk jugak stuff2 boleh dpt sini .. and quite cheapppppppp!! byk gak t-shirt band2 ...
driver taxi , bas , tut tut dierang laju nak mampus.. aku rase kalah mat rempit kat malaysia nii..
kalau dierang bawak .. boleh terkeluar jantung2 hati akku...
dalam seminggu lagi aku akan tgk scene scene muzik indie kat sini pulak
peacee!
tapi susah betul dierang nak cakap dalam english ... "ape kebende la dierang mencarut" ..
food in here are very cool ,, sedap di makan .. enak!1 terutama tomyam goong dierang .. , nasi dierang macam pulut2 skit.. sedap giler kalau makan .. makanana Islam boleh dapat dekat phapadaeng.. perkampungan orang islam ..
tapi biler aku jalan2 sekitar bandar bangkok .. banyak jugak makanan orang islam ..
buat mase ni aku stay dgn kazen2 aku yg ada kat bangkok .. di kawasan orang islam ..
byk jugak stuff2 boleh dpt sini .. and quite cheapppppppp!! byk gak t-shirt band2 ...
driver taxi , bas , tut tut dierang laju nak mampus.. aku rase kalah mat rempit kat malaysia nii..
kalau dierang bawak .. boleh terkeluar jantung2 hati akku...
dalam seminggu lagi aku akan tgk scene scene muzik indie kat sini pulak
peacee!
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