Saturday, August 22, 2009

23 august 09

It's 00.56 am , bangkok time. i still awake . just finish study and research . Java assignment . very stress with it. some of the programming language i don't understand , so , the solution is , i just copy and paste my friend work . wait!!! its plagarism 555. but i not copy all. i edit a lil bit. and just now i open my facebook. facebook social network. everybody keeps on busy comment to each other. post everything, post this and this and this and this.Everything. i see my love happy with her life now . everyday i look at her facebook. i keep waiting maybe someday she the one want to chat with me. If i keep on going chat with her, but in her heart she does'nt want to. what i can do . i cant do . its her decision. i taknak i syok sendiri. tapi apa boleh buat. but my hearts always her. I just keep dreaming. Usually i sleep early. i always on time with my sleep. I just cant sleep.
nowdays i sleepin in. always sleep late. its normal for me now.
I waiting for the rite time. For me , everything calm in me. There are a lot of song i wrote to her. i just not release it. when the first time i meet her. i always wrote a song for her. wrote a song in my heart. my hurt about that i punch yesterday , but i not felt pain . My heart more pain inside. The only can cure my heart , is her. She the only one can cure it. Why u makes me bleed all the time?

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